I haven't touched this blog in over a year. Oops.
Luckily I'm not a very popular blogger because that'd be silly. Anyway a little update on my life I guess?
I've decided to get healthy. Not just like eating better, but actually exercising. LA Fitness was kind enough to give my friend and I a two week free membership which we are using to our full advantage. Once that's up we might actually get a membership together. So that'll be fun. And oddly enough, I really like working out. I like taking time out of my day to say "hey actually I'm gonna focus on my body for once." It's kinda nice to sweat. I mean the day after is a bitch, but you know, that's what happens when you move your muscles over and over again with weights.
I'm in a lot better of a place (mentally) than last year, so that's nice. I still have anxiety and all that, but at the very least I'm not accidentally starving myself and walking 2+ miles a day. Did I even talk about that on here? I don't remember. (Basically it boils down to not eating enough and walking home from work every day).
I have a new tablet (for art, not an iPad or anything) and that's really lovely. My boyfriend was kind enough to buy it for me. My other one has been on it's last legs for a while, now. Which brings me to my next point - Bryarly Bishop has commissioned me to do art for her website! Ahhh I'm so excited! She's not mega popular, and if you don't really keep up with youtube you probably have no idea who she is, but all the same it's an honor to be drawing for her. She's really nice and sweet and kicks ass and I really love her videos a bunch. It's almost surreal that I'm working with someone who I've been following on youtube for well over a year, now.
Soon I won't be in Georgia anymore. That's going to be scary. I mean, I don't really like Georgia, but I do like my friends. But it doesn't matter if I stay here because almost all of them are graduating soon. I'm gonna miss them terribly. For the first time in my life I've had friends last longer than 3 years. It's going to be way harder leaving. And not to mention the whole "making new friends" thing. How do you even make friends as an adult? I mean sure you can meet some at a job but I want friends that'll hang out with me after work and have double dates and someone to watch movies with.
Growing up is kinda scary.
Actually it's terrifying.
It's like someone just plopped you into the real world and stuck a star on your chest reading "official adult" even though you have no idea what you're doing. What I am learning is that everyone feels this way so at least I'm not alone.
It's not even 10:00 and I'm all ready sleepy so I'm going to just call it a day. Maybe it has to do with the workout. Who knows.
Thank for reading.
